confius~~~

well, im back for new perception which i'm not sure what am i supposed to do. I miss him so much! but i know i cant turn back time. I cant even ask him to come back to me. last nite he called up, kami bertekak lg in phone conversation. I miss him!! but i dont know how to tell him.....

layan lagu hurts by christina aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you~~~~~~~~~~~

Pejam mata xlena

Hmm, da pukul3 but stil xtdo lg.. Ntah ape yg aku pk pon aku xth.. Asik jk!jk! Aku rs nk je aku bhijrah dr kl ni, tp mcm xbbaloi pulak.. Hurm, bosan dgn activiti harian aku, lebih2 lg...bosan dgn ape yg aku tempuh dr sehari ke sehari.. Kdg2 terpk gak, asl aku xleh hepi cam org lain.. Sume same je.. Mcm2 jwpn yg aku dpt.. Siap ade jugak yg 'cuci' pemikiran aku.. Tp org klu dgr mslh aku ni, ade yg ckp so complicated, ade yg ckp dorang da boring nk dgr sbb aku mcmtu je.. So camne? Ade kate yg bleh dgune pkai, ade gak yg xleh pkai langsung.. Aku lak pk long term.. Klu nk pk time senang je ssh la.. Tp, mcmane? Ble kte nk tegur, kdg2 org xleh terima.. Nak2 org yg syg kt kite.. Kwn2 pun da naik bosan nk bg suggestion.. Gaduh2 pastu ok jugak nnt2.. Hmm.. Aku pun xphm ngan perasaan aku ni... Rase mls nk bcinta, mls nk jaga ati masing2, tp dah ade org yg nk syg kite.. Terima kite seadaanya, tp rs cam sumthing wrong sumwhere... Ape maksudnye? camne aku nk selesaikn mslh aku ni? Klu dlu, bcinta nk spai 10thn, xjd ape jugak.. Yg skrg ni, mcmane pulak? Xsanggup aku nk kecewakn die.. Aku penah rase sakitnye dlu.. Utk ape aku menghukum org yg xsalah.. Aku pening bkn sbb aku nk pandang blkg balik.. Tp aku pk, ape aku akan jd lg 10thn ke dpn. Xkn perkara yg same akak blaku kmbali?? Ade je halangan yg bkn dlm bidang kuasa aku utk aku ubah semuanya.. Mmg kte yg merancang, tp semuanya ketentuan drNya. Berusaha, bdoa, tawakal!!! Bdoa,bdoa,bdoa! ya Allah maha mendengar lg maha Mengetahui sekelian yg tcipta dmuka bumi ini.. Berilah petunjuk dan suluhkn la hambaMu ini, jln yg benar.. Jln yg Kau redhai, jln ke arahMu.. :'(

Hari ini bukan esok

huh, sakit kepala asik berpk, klo bende yg boleh mendatangkan hasil x pe jugak. Nak x nk kene mengadap jugak. Ape2 pon sume telah tertulis (ayat selamat)... bile kite cube utk mengubah nasib kite, tp keadaan masih serupa ape yg perlu kite buat... ramai dengan pendapat mereka sendri, kadang2 bile ngah serabut ni, membe ngah bercakap spai kering air liur pon, lom tentu dpt masuk sume dlm otak.. lalu je kat telinga.. Semua org boleh cakap, keputusan dlm tgn kite tp kadang2 kite terpakse memikirkan org lain bile kite nk buat keputusan walhal org lain pon x penah nk pk pasal kite. Mcmane pulak, klo kite bukan seorg yg hipokrit? perlu ke berlakon pura2 nk ambil ati?? hurm, ssh nk cakapkan??? masing2 ader alasan masing2.. tp jgn la tunding jari je, bercakap pon guna air liur je.. x payah nk kua2 modal, tp dalam ati sape yg tau.. ke hulu ke hilir alik2 kat ctu jugak lg. Hurmm, pape pon x kire ar sbgai kawan @ sape2 je, kite x tau ape yg akan terjadi kat kite esok ntah luse.. jgn hanya menunding jari mempersalahkan sape2.. sblm nk bg nasihat tu, pandang dulu diri sendri... kadang2 kite ni kat atas, kadang2 kite sendri xtahu kat mane tempat kite...takut terkene btg idung sendri.... tepuk dada ty selera.. **wink~

ermmm.. layan lagu coldplay

Come up to meet u, tell me i'm sorry, u dont know how lovely u are...

i had to find u, tell u i nedd u, tell u I set u apart.......

Tell me ur secrets and ask me ur questions..Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming up tails...Heads on a science apart.....

Nobody said it was easy, It's such a shame for us to part...Nobody said it was easy,No one ever said it would be this hard......... Oh, take me back to the start.....

I was just guessing at numbers and figures... Pulling the puzzles apart....Questions of science, science and progress....Do not speak as loud as my heart.......

But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me............Oh and I rush to the start..........Running in circles, chasing our tails.......... Coming back as we are.............. Nobody said it was easy...........Oh, it's such a shame for us to part.........Nobody said it was easy............No one ever said it would be so hard............I'm going back to the start...................................

Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh............Ah ooh, ooh ooh ooh oo......................Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh............Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh..........................................................